So there’s a high chance i have severe anxiety. Wonderful as if i wasn’t fucked up enough

the-carlton:

So this week at school i decided i would test something. I didnt wear a sweater and i let everyone see that i had cuts from one end of my arm to the other. I lost every single one of my friends except one after that day. Those ”friends” who said that they would help and always be there for me left. what a bunch of fucking assholes. Luckly i sort of was able to see it coming because everything that I like or love in life leaves me because im a shitty person.

the-carlton:

So this week at school i decided i would test something. I didnt wear a sweater and i let everyone see that i had cuts from one end of my arm to the other. I lost every single one of my friends except one after that day. Those ”friends” who said that they would help and always be there for me left. what a bunch of fucking assholes. Luckly i sort of was able to see it coming because everything that I like or love in life leaves me because im a shitty person.

Too scared to even send you a message to tell you, too scared to go back to how it was ,too scared, i’ll never have you, too scared that even if i did that i’d fuck up again. Ergh I can’t deal with these feelings that havnt left me for months now.